Ironman Canada 2013 Whistler
This year I turned 50 and decide to celebrate by signing up for my 3rd Ironman.
Of the 3 Ironman distance triathlons I have competed in this was definitely the toughest and most humbling of all. After months of training and preparing it all comes down to this one day and anything can happen and does.
After a long night of short naps I am up at 3:15 a.m. I start my day with a good strong coffee and pack up my breakfast to eat later in the morning – the only real food I will consume until I cross the finish line.
I arrive at the Village at 4:30 a.m. in darkness, confident that the next time I am here, at the finish line, the sun will still be shining.
Bleary eyed athletes are wandering around carrying bags full of gear, bike pumps, and a stomach full of nerves. We line up for the obligatory body marking and then are loaded on big yellow buses that transport us to Alta Lake.
As we approach the lake my heart is racing and the previously noisy bus goes silent as 50 of the 2600 nervous souls make their way to transition.
The weather is perfect – slightly overcast and not too warm. It’s is going to be a good day to race.
My day just keeps getting better – I am the first person to walk through the arch at transition and a sense of calm comes over me. I set up my bike and head out of transition.
6:15 – Time to get my wet suit on. I took refuge in the heated change room away from the madness and when I open the door an hour later my sense of calm disappears as I am greeted by 2600 anxious athletes scrambling around like ants.
I squeeze into my wet suit and marched down to the beach packed with athletes and spectators, Yet I feel quite alone as I anticipate the day ahead of me.
Moments before the swim start as I look out at the lake, I am flooded by every emotion possible. A hazy mist floats above the glassy lake as the sun rises over the horizon. I can hear O Canada in the background, but it doesn’t feel real.
SWIM – 3.8 KM
The pros go out and 2600 age groupers wait for the countdown 3 -2-1,
the gun sounds and we are off like a whirling dervish.
The start of the swim is the typical washing machine of flaying arms and legs, clad in black rubber. As I make my way out to the first buoy I am caught up in the draft of swimmers and it feels effortless until the end of the first loop.
The swim is pretty event-less until mid way through the 2nd loop when I get a good kick in the quad and have to stop to shake out a mean cramp. With about 200 meters to go, there is quite a large pod of us swimming into the beach. I get into a wrestling match with a women – who kicks me, knocks off my goggles and grabs my arm and will not let go! I end up having to elbow her in the ribs to get rid of her and I make a mad dash to the shore.
T1
Out of the water and into the longest transition ever. The peelers are eager to strip off my wet suit and I am corralled into the sausage like change tent. I fumble around and get geared up for the bike surrounded by dozens of soaking wet wanna be iron women.
BIKE – 180 KM
I feel good getting on the bike, my legs are fresh and I am ready to roll.
The first 4 km is a Climb up from the lake to the highway. I start out easy to warm my legs up and get my head wrapped around the next 180 km of my journey.
At about 10 km I tuck into aero position and try to get a good rhythm going. the temperature is perfect, the wind is calm and I feel amazing.
And then out of the blue, 30 minutes into the bike I am overcome by a sudden flash of heat surging through my body, my heart racing, sweat pouring from head to toe. You’ve got to be kidding – I’m having a f#$&*@ing hot flash. I had escaped them for the past two months and now on race day they were back. Every race brings unexpected things you have to deal with and being prepared to adapt is very important. Hot flashes are more of an inconvenience than anything to worry about, but they mess with your heart rate, and hydration, I would have to come up with a plan as they usually come in waves!
I slow my pace to bring my heart rate down and assess the situation. the hot flashes continue and I am in trouble.
Things start to go bad when I start the ride back to Whistler from Callaghan Valley. I have been following my nutrition plan to this point and decide to continue fueling every 15 minutes, but still cannot get my heart rate down and feel my stomach protesting as everything I am taking in just sits there. At about 50 km’s into the ride I start to feel awful – nauseous, and my focus is falling away.
Over the next couple of hours I try a number of things to resolve the situation – get off my bike, eat ginger, stop eating, pour cold water over my head, have a pep talk with myself.
As my mind starts to wander, thoughts of quitting creep in, I remember the announcer at the swim start talking about the adversity some of the athletes have faced – a woman whose mother died two days earlier, a man who had cycled 7500 km from Newfoundland to race, another with pancreatic cancer with two rounds of chemo to go. Is quitting an option – hell no! As much As I want to curl up in a ball on the side of the road I know I have to keep going. I put a smile on my face, get back on the bike, thank a volunteer and head to Pemberton.
I cannot eat anything solid after about 80 km without gagging, so I just take in liquids for a while and get ready to head out on the 50 km out and back portion of the ride. it’s a lonely stretch of road with a few scattered spectators keeping up our spirits. I am passed by dozens of cyclists drafting on the back stretch of the 50 km and yet not a bike to be seen in the penalty boxes.
I plod along and try to stay positive. My Legs cramp up pretty bad on the way back to Whistler, likely due to dehydration. It seems to be a common occurrence as I watch athletes fall off their bikes in agony. I take salt pills to stave off the cramps, but the salt just makes me feel worse. I am in a war with my mind and body, both in full battle mode. But they would not win.
Back to Whistler – Not my anticipated time on the bike, but if I could get my nutrition sorted out perhaps I could salvage the race on the run.
T2
Into my shoes and off and running. Forget my watch, Run back to T2. Get lost in transition and can’t figure out how to get on the run course. Finally a spectator points me in the right direction,
RUN – 42.2 KM
Start out walking for a bit and hope I will feel better. I sound like a broken record, but I still feel awful.
I know – you are not supposed to feel good – it’s Ironman…not wimpyman!
I try to get a gel down, but everything just tastes like tar. Resort to coke and water, but have major stomach cramps at this point.
I first throw up at about 8 km into the run and feel better for a bit. Attempt to get some fuel in , but cannot keep anything down. By the end of the first 21 km I start to see a light at the end of the tunnel, so I just keep sipping coke at each aid station and end up running the entire marathon on one can of coke.
My legs feel pretty good, all things considered, and when I run I get a good pace going, but as my heart rate goes too high, I throw up. Eventually there is nothing left in my stomach and I am able to run more. I pass at least 100 other athletes who are walking, and look so defeated and beat up.
The sun would set at around 8:15 and most of the run is in the trails around Whistler Village. At the pre-race meeting the director recommended we have a head lamp for the run. I usually err on the side of caution and come prepared for every situation – except for today. I was determined to finish before sunset and refused to pack a head lamp. As the day played out I was just starting my 2nd loop of the the run at sunset – time to start eating that humble pie Deb,
The last 10 km of the run is actually quite enjoyable, most of which is in the pitch black of the forest. There have been some bear sightings as well, but I don’t care because I feel so much better and will finish.
The run finishes in the village, and as I round the final corner I get a huge rush of adrenaline and sprint to the finish line.
15 hours 32 minutes 51 seconds – Deborah Nielsen “You are an Ironman”
I can’t say that I am not disappointed that I did not finish a couple of hours earlier, but that’s Ironman and I am very happy I stuck it out and made it to the finish line. I feel very fortunate to be able to participate in such an epic event as a healthy, happy, 50 year old woman – hot flashes and all.
Thank you so much to Beverli for your love, support and picking up the slack while I was out on my epic training days, and to all of my friends and family who followed me on this journey. Special thanks to Stephanie and Bjorn for your amazing coaching and selfless dedication to all of us on Team Ossenbrink. When the going got tough I thought of all of you and I could not imagine ever quitting.